I can't be all

I don't want to end up in bottle,
Or fall out of grace
At the side of my bed
I don't know what's happening
Time and the end
I don't want to end up in space
But there's a thief stealing
What's mine is not in my head
I can't be all of me
A name tag I can't admit

There's an order arrangement
I don't understand
There's a weight in your voice

& I can't pretend

Because my courage and hope is
On a long, long getaway