relief.
more than a sigh.

remember orange summer sky

and remember feeling changed

everything in between

i can never understand what goes on in a mind
simply from staring straight through darkened eyes,

maybe i am not supposed to
and maybe like many other things i have come to accept -
(however convincingly)
this is not for me.

maybe it took a walk across the bridge,

overlooking the stillness of a canal
on a solemn, Tuesday night
to make you realize

there stand before you -
the fragmented sides
you tried so hard to bury and run from
surfacing again

only this time -
you let it be.

no quiero olvidar,
pero no quiero quedar