Stepping outside my shell

I was browsing through photos on facebook.
My prom photos.
Arts banquet.
Drama. Model UN....

Memories of the past that I very much miss.
It gave me a feeling.

It made me feel older.
I was youthful. Happier. Livelier.

More fun.
I think I've loss much of those qualities since I moved here.
It came with maturity.

I think I've become boring.
Serious. Academically focused.

I want to be youthful. Happier. Livelier again.
I wonder if I can bring it back.

Will make that my goal for the winter.