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Time and growth

Growth is relative to time.
We are always growing, as each second passes.
To be grateful for growth is better than worrying about it.

I am not the writer of this script
But we are two different chapters of the same book.
I don't know how this ends,
With everything I am feeling..

Stalemate again.

We're in two different places, have different goals, different set of friends, different value system. Our parents want different things for us. Even they have different views

But we lasted 4 strong years

It hasn't been strong. We lasted because we only look at the things we say

No...we lasted because because we had hope

I can't keep having hope and not get anywhere

sway & flutter; inception within

The inner I-
Sits by a swing, in the cloak of summer night
Pushing herself,
To the sound of solitary metal rhythm,

Shying away from moonlight
But not so shy flutters the pulse
That echoes like words
Testifying a solemn oath of living

While the inner I
still sweeping air so aimlessly,
Beneath dangling feet

Echoes & tracks

Saturday morning.
& One Republic is singing Burning Bridges.
I've written on this blog for more than four years,
Documenting my thoughts and feelings before my undergraduate years began.
For some reason every lyrical lines of the song is setting my insides on fire

More than 850 posts published on this blog,
& this feeling resonates, like echoes in a familiar way.

Sometimes I'd play the same song over and over again in my earphones to clear my mind.
The same way an iron would go over the lines many times, to smooth over creases.